FUCKING DAMMIT.

Can you PLEASE get your fucking head out of your boyfriend’s ass please?

You are my mother. You have TWO kids. You do NOT have to spend every waking moment with that man. Every single day you have seen him. EVERY. DAY. Once in the last two almost three weeks have we had a night where it was just us. 

He barely even fucking speaks to us. Then, he tries to give me alcohol every time he sees me, and YOU LET HIM. I know I’m supposed to be all happy that you’re being a ‘cool mom’ or whatever. But seriously. You have completely changed since you started dating him, and I can’t stand you. You’re supposed to act like my MOM. Not my friend. Tell him he’s fucking STUPID for trying to give me alcohol. Tell me NOT to drink it. Don’t fucking get out the glasses and hand them to us. You’re the ONLY actual parental figure I have and you aren’t even acting like one anymore. I NEED you. I don’t have anyone else that is there for me. AND YOU DON’T EVEN CARE BECAUSE YOU’RE MORE AFRAID OF LOSING HIM THAT LOSING US. 

You haven’t even bothered saying sorry for the way you have been acting and I have called you out on it TWICE. Now THREE times. And now you won’t even respond to my text.

My only TRUE best friend moved hundreds of miles away, my grandfather is too busy having his love life to even talk to me, and now YOU are completely consumed with your relationship that you don’t even care how I feel. 

I just want my mother back… You’re the only person I have now. And you’re slowly fading away. 

No. I can’t. Handle. This. 

Posted on Wednesday, October 17th at 12:24PM with 2 notes

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