You don’t know how hard that conversation was.

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I’m moody and cramping and I just want people to talk to me but yet I hate everyone right now and why can’t I just eat everything and not get fat?

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

To the ONE person who actually made me feel good enough:

Thanks for being the biggest asshole in the world. Thanks for making me feel like the biggest piece of nothing. Thank you for using me like you said you would never do. Thank you for everything, really. 

Please kindly fuck off in every general direction.

I wish I could relive last night. You make me happy. 

You were supposed to be my best friend. </3

The fact that I’m going to have a prom date fills me with more excitement than anything. 

I wonder how he’s gonna ask me… <3

Tonight is one of those nights where everything I see or hear reminds me of you. 
Foo Fighters is playing in the background. Of course. 

I really can’t believe it’s been almost 5 weeks. It feels like forever. 

I still miss you more each day. Even as busy as I am, I think about you every day. 

I miss my best friend. The person who made me feel safe. The guy who gave me the biggest butterflies known to man. 

C and E told me they were moving to Tally in the summer, right before I move out there. Which means I will definitely be seeing you over Christmas breaks and such when you’re home. <3

I am so proud of you, love. 

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I wish I could relive my usual Saturday nights with you. Cuddling all night. Talking endlessly about music, and how gay each other were. Wrestling, and insulting each other. Then looking into each others eyes, my heart dropping to the floor, and you would grab my face and kids me. I miss you..

Bruh bruh.

Imma need you to come back already because there is no one in this town, no no no, state.. nonoononononoo planet.. that can make me feel like you do.

miss you.

You’re an asshole. 

Seriously. 

All of a sudden, out of nowhere, tears starting falling..

My heart hurts when you’re not here.. 

My heart feels so heavy and my stomach is churning..
I never realized just how much you meant to me..
Can you just come back already?